I think if your agency did npt grant you CCW upon your retirement, you are going to be out of luck as far as LEOSA is concerned. You may be better off getting an Arizona or Utah CCW to go with your California CCW. Just remember, some states, like Hawaii, New York and New Jersey are not gun friendly. You may also wish to contact your agency for reconsideration of your CCW status.
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